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I thought I would share with all I now have a friend, my day is looking fine all of a sudden, the sun is shining (well sort of, this is England) and I have an excuse to have another drink to celebrate.

I keep looking at this thing... bare in mind i am a virgin blogger type person. I have posted one message previous (well done me)

Well anyways the part that says you have no friends keeps jumping out at me (a message from above i think). I don't want to beg for friends but I don't like what it is telling me... already sunk one bottle of wine and can feel another coming.

Emotional blackmail not intended but hey its raining, we have rowed, work is shit and I am getting pissed slowly.

I woke up at my usual time of 05.15, this really annoyed me because i planned on a lie in as i decided to take today off as holiday.

I didn't really want to be awake because i didn't want to have to communicate with my other half, yep another row..... didn't want to start again at that time. I pretended to be asleep and it worked. He got himself ready and went off to work so I got up to have my peaceful day.

I started doing the washing, drying it in the dryer and ironing it... pat on the back i managed it all even stripping the beds, still got to remake them though.

It got to 12.30 before i started to think about having a drink... telling myself i didn't need one, I gave in, got in the car off to Sainsbury's and got a couple of bottles which i am now in the process of drinking.

Another two hours and he will be home At least we have the weekend together!!!